一分鐘

   這一分鐘的眼淚,往往會破壞了上一分鐘的甜蜜,上一分鐘,明明是好端端的,有說有笑. 不知是誰說錯了一句話,或者說話的語氣重了一點,所有的甜便忽然一掃而空,換來一張冷面孔或兩行淚水. 傷心的時候,我們不禁懷疑,我們到底是幹甚的?我們上一分鐘不是情深款款的嗎?上一分的上一分鐘,還說愛我呢!下一分鐘,竟然就向我發脾氣,一千四百四十分鐘之前,即是昨天,我們不是說過會努力對我們好,讓我們開心的嗎 ?才過了一千四百四十分鐘就打回原形了. 正常的時間是一分一秒的過去,戀人的時間卻是在多一分的愛或少一分的愛之中過去的. 上一分鐘,你覺得他比平日愛你,你也比往常更愛他,下一分鐘他對你的愛少了三分. 你對他的愛也少了七分. 我們總想留住這一分鐘的歡愉.一瞬間,下一分鐘的吵己破壞了上一分鐘的情意. 爭吵的時候,女人臉上那兩行激動或委屈的淚水,並不是為男人而流的,而是為消逝了的上一分鐘.....


愛要耐心等待,仔細尋找,感覺很重要 13/09/2005 10.35pm

Friday, January 11, 2008

阿竹回忆录(1999~12012008 )9年的岁月



今天一早我的好兄弟(阿竹)走了。真的好伤心,哭了。没看到它的最后一面,就算昨晚它痛苦的哀号我也没理会它,因为真的害怕看到它不行的样子。六天前已有征兆,已经没有胃口吃饭了。就算买了烧肉叉烧它也不动于衷。真的好希望它能够活过华人新年,时间过的真快。。九年了,阿竹一路来都是我的好伙伴,好弟弟,好兄弟,就算我打骂,不给食物吃,但是每一次它看见我回来都会向我遥遥尾巴。。真正让我难过和愧疚也许是每次我生气的时候它都是我的出气筒,我不开心时它就静静的陪着我。从来不会和我计较,也不会生气,还是会一副微笑的脸。遥遥尾的每一天向我问好关心。

还记得妹夫从新加坡把它带回我们家时,也不过是个月大的小狗狗。记得它小到大(8个月)都过着黑暗恐惧日子。因为它要看店,妹夫当时是做水果生意的,所以阿竹都会关在店里头,到了夜里就一个孤零零的在看店,大概在它一岁半时就带回家养。就这样阿竹一直到三岁时都很胆小,一到夜里就会哭,要睡家里面,就这样它和我妈妈的感情就特别深,今天当我要把它的尸体拿去埋葬时妈妈忍不住也哭了。我也是哭了,就算现在写回忆录的心情也不好受的。昨夜里当我喂它喝完羊奶时,它已经没有力气站了,心想可能挨不过今晚了。之后我安慰它要走的话就走吧,好好去投胎别做狗了,找个好人家,有钱人家投胎当少爷。它看着我的眼神好像舍不得。其实我也很舍不得它就这样走,也许我还没有心理准备吧。就算有可能也不愿意。。

就在送它去埋葬的路程里心想到昨天的一首歌。。薔薔之歌, 是 S.H.E 唱的一首给狗狗的歌。


记得你喜欢咬着我的手
然后给我你嘴里的球要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁没有烦忧
在梦里遨游
好狗狗 好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久

你并没有离开我
是搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢
快快找到天使
在天堂给我保佑
蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中

阿竹你要记得快快找到天使,不要走丢,在天堂给我保佑不要忘了我,谢谢你陪妈咪这么久,你并没有离开我,是搬到天堂生活,你要记得我,你永远活在我的记忆中。

写于, 12/01/2008 : 1.50pm

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At 9:49 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thats really a touching moment. I have a puppy too....this story make me to be more responsible to care of my dog..thanks

 
At 10:02 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

erm..有生命的东西终究会有结束的一天,希望你别在伤心了,不然它走了也不安心的!
虽然从小到大我都是很怕&不喜欢狗的,但是我能了解你失去它的痛,因为怎样它都陪你度过了9年的快乐时光,真的希望它能投胎不做狗了。。好人友好报,狗也会有好报的。。
阿竹,安息吧!!!

From: Pinky~1/15

 
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